Monday, August 15, 2011

When I wake up here tomorrow things will never be the same, cuz I won't wait, cuz you won't change and you'll always be this way.

It's crazy to think that it's only been one month since I graduated and back to work. I've gradually re-settled into the casual comfort of my "normal" life. Going to work, seeing my colleagues, thinking, discussing, headaches, traffic jam, getting paid, enjoying life under my employee hat. Despite the tolerance and happiness I've grown towards my normal life, there's something so unfulfilling about it. I miss seeing my (ex)classmates; the nerdy-ness, the discussion, the laughs, heavy books, Saturday morning coffee, all of them..

We may not all be living life as we would want it, so I think all of us who are at transitional stages should be ready to move to something new. I have a friend who liked to say, "The best thing about semesters is that they end." Semesters are great like stories, are great like novels, are great like movies: they all have a beginning, a middle, and an end. And so does school. So you can see where I'm going with this: closing down "Campus Life" label is like dying.

Not that. But it is something I'm trying to feel satisfied about, something I want to let be an ending in the best narrative sense of the world :)

I've got a lot of catching up to do. I need to find my place again, among the members of my society. It may or may not be worth writing about, but I hope I will not blog again under "Campus Life" label. It would, in someways, be good for me to be writing about the job perhaps. There are a lot of things about my job, this advisory firm, and the way the place works that make for serious blog content. Of course my employer names will remain secrets here because I feel like I would likely get fired if I were found out while doing a lot of unsavory blogging lol. See ya!

♥, Me