Because the World Will Leave Us..

I got a cute planner from Elle magazine (it's a bonus! An agenda!) and it was the cutest planner I've ever seen. I think I might use it for 2009's agenda. Normally, I'm using my 5 years old organizer (all I have to do is replace/refill the paper with the new one). But I think I was 2 years earlier from that kind of organizer. On the other hand, this Elle agenda is cute and full of youthful spirit (completed with shopping guide aaah-round the world).

I read the WHOLE shopping guide thingy and though I'm not a shopaholic and definitely not into branded clothes, bags, or shoes, I still had an excitement. WOW, BELGIUM! WOW, DENMARK! BOO, GERMANY! Hehehe.. Kidding, I love Germany. Seriously. Then I began to think.. I wanna go there. And there. And there. BUT.. I remembered that I already have an optimal toilet paper length of to do list, priorities, goals, ideas, and also dreams. So yesterday I decided to rewrite it again, on the Notes section of the agenda. And as for now, I rerewrite again on this blog. I know this is ridiculous for some reason (I mean the list), but the fact that I turn 22 this year.. who could resist? I'm just a human, who have a lot of dreams, expectation, and.. sort of crazy ideas. This is very personal, and if you have some nasty thoughts about what I wrote, go kill yourself.

1. Graduated: SE
2. Cum laude - not a priority, I only curious how fast my brain can run.
   
3. Master graduate on 2012
4. Get a real job - find the job I love
5. Get married
6. Have children
7. Read the entire holy Qur'an
8. Visit Europe after graduating with a Master's
9. Meet the president
10. Go to my iLike Astrist concert
11. Buy my own home and make it into exactly what I want
12. Buy my own car
13. Make some money as a photographer
14. Make a photography project for 1 year
15. Get flickr pro account OR build personal photography website
16. Exercise. DAILY!
17. Never stop being optimist
18. Be more of a woman of my world
19. Sky dive!
20. Make a lot of money
21. Try sushi. Yucks!
22. Get a beautiful stomach
23. Grow up to be just like my mom
24. Have professional photos taken
25. Be kinder to my brothers
26. Always willing to try and learn something new
27. Stop eating fast food!
28. Publish my novel
29. Read Harry Potter
30. Swimming at Greece
31. Volunteer at social entity
32. Love my enemies
33. Travel across the country
34. Visit Bali, ALONE
35. Be loyal and committed friend
36. Don't be so judgmental
37. Never cheating on boyfriend or husband
38. Buy Zara cloth
39. Start taking dance class again
40. Write a song
41. Become a dedicated wife and mother, when I'm married
42. Get involved with "JM" event
    
43. Live n Heaven with my family forever
44. Get my life more organized
45. Stop complaining
46. Start cooking more
47. Making a scrapbook of my life
48. Finish my photo album with friends
49. Captured a beautiful sunset
50. Tell my family everyday that I love them
51. Go to a school reunion
52. Get over my fear of cockroaches and spiders
53. Say "No" gracefully
54. Balance my checkbook
55. Find the best deal
56. Whip up a great dinner with 5 kind of foods left in my fridge
57. Make love in the kitchen, of course when I'm married
58. Own a room with a view
59. Send a message on a bottle
60. Plant a tree
61. Be the boss
62. Buy Vera Wang "Princess" parfume
63. Sleep under the ***** (read: stars)
    
64. Take a ride on the highest roller coaster in the world (question: where and which one?)
65. Donate a large amount of money (ANONYMOUSLY)
66. Accept myself for who I am
67. Visit the holy land
68. Create my family tree
69. Look into my child's eyes, see myself
70. Build a snowman
71. Make a short movie
72. Be successfully self-employed
73. Have a meaningful conversation with beggar
74. Have a complete series of Pretty Little Liars book
75. Work at an MNC
    
76. Retire misswhadevr and back to/maintain memories of saturday
77. Make a calendar
78. I love being a bridesmaid, I wanna get another chance and experience again
79. Go to dermatologist
80. Remove my wisdom teeth
81. Sell my beverages/cookies
82. Get a chick haircut
83. Get a perfect shape cheeks
84. Pierce my ears
85. Be friends with my exes' wife
86. Eat mango/drink mango juice
87. Go camping with husband and my kid(s)
88. Open a bank account, depositing at least Rp 1,000,000,- a month upon opening
89. Meet my Dutch college friends again
90. Use only green bags
91. Send homemade birthday/anniversary cards
92. Sew at least a pair of socks for my kid(s)
93. Take the AP Test
94. Have a great lunch with high school chairmates
95. Run a full marathon
96. Using earth-friendly cleaning products
97. Throw eggs or tomatoes at something
98. Get new cheap shoes, draw on them, and wear them more than once
99. Find a perfume that really suits my personality, and make it my signature scent
    
100. Write a letter for 40 years old me

Don't take it too seriously. Maybe 5 years from now, I'll know how fun to see the things I can accomplish in an amount of time and the amazing things I'm doing to make it all a reality. Like a game, it's not that important as after life world - but as a person, as a human, and as an individual, I believe I can be bigger than anything I have ever imagined.

I have to believe, the world keep spinning. I mean, look, I started blogging at Blogspot on December 2005. It's been 3 years! I swear to God, I grew (no, no, not my body). And many things, so much things has happened. I wish I build this list when I was 16 or 17, so now I will be able to see how far I've been walking or how far the world has turned and left me here.

I'm challenging myself and I'm NOT challenging my future husband, or my family or anyone else. I have so much plans, God still has so much more to do. If you believe you can be bigger than anything you have ever imagined and anything you want, I'd recommend you to do this. Have fun :)