Bye-bye Earthquake :)

Yes, I was complaining on my last post :) because I thought my life was going not-so-well in the past month. It was like you're standing on your weak knees, numb, empty, irritable, and breathless, or had the urge to cry but just couldn't. Then suddenly you drawn into clouds and turned into somebody else. You were pretending everything was okay, just because you couldn't find a pair of shoulders that will hold your tears. And blah-blah-blah. It sounds like this could be just a reaction to temporary stress. Until yesterday night, I found something about myself, I found my way out.

I was sitting in my car last night (approximately at 10 PM), when I said to God, "I really really wanted to cry.. Would You give me some tears?" Then when I arrived at home, I landed on my bed and FINALLY I CRIED xD

For the sake of wrinkles on my forehead, I need to forget those bad things. I'm a happy girl this time.

Annual Ballroom Dance last Friday is freakin' awesome! Truth to be told, it's a horrendous and so western way to celebrate a reunion party, but it's worth it ;) I'm not into godek-godek dance at night club, but I really love ballroom dance (Tango, Swings, Waltz, Cha Cha, and so on) since my Mom and Dad are Cha Cha experts :P I attended my first ABD on 2002, and had my first dance with my former bf. I'm so thankful that my current bf can dance too :P Too bad, he wasn't there. By the way, I was having a horrible Foxtrot dance with my friend, Chreza, that night. He tried to kill me and gave me his fastes wave. However, my dancedate doesn't dance and I think he should learn how to dance.