Sunday, December 26, 2010

Can we take a ride? Get out of this place while we still have time.

So we all have less than a week left, then we're leaving 2010 behind. Honestly, 2010 feel like a real life, and that's because it is. It's all work with a little play, but that's a real life - you know the real world mixes fun and responsibility.

As some of you may have known, my 6 months study leave will be started in January 2011. The reason behind this is that I realized there are moments in life that you need to slow down a little. If you don't, the rest of the world will go on without you, as it has been doing for a very long time. So I will be unassigned, and will be focused on my thesis.. and it means here comes the days where I find myself not remembering the difference between yesterday and a week before because I'm not working. Ha! For the next 5 days, I'm still working at the office but then I'll be a post grad student studying student's life again.

I complained a lot about this craziness in 2010. Living two lives as a full time employee and a part-time student totally turn my world upside down. But for some people, getting a right job is a dream. Going to post grad school is a dream, too. I should've known that. I should've known that at the end of day, it is going to be a great 'experience' and I'd recommend it to anyone, even though need to warn you that your body will smell like pee for the next 2 years. I think it teaches people a lot about themselves, too.

Looking back now, I have made a lot of mistakes both in office and school. But what else am I supposed to do at 23 years old? If I'm not going to do dangerous things like drink 5 glasses of coffee in 12 hours, when am I ever going to do them? ;)

X MD.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

We used to be so free we were living for the love we had and living not for reality.

My blog posting has become more and more specific. I'm bored to death :( I've thought numerous times about just scrapping this site and blog and saying to hell with it all.

Yet I know that someday something will happen, and when that day comes, I'll want to share it with my friends and family and complete strangers on the interwebs.. hehehe.. These things might include:
a) My Bali vacay - I can't hardly wait,
b) My school and thesis,
c) My photography works, and/or
d) Developing powers of telekinesis.

But until one of these things occur, this will probably be a pretty quiet place........

BTW, things I have done lately:
  1. Submitted my SIX-MONTHS unpaid study leave: Approved! (Heck, I tendered my resignation but ended up taking this unpaid leave. Yay to me!)
  2. Congratulated my newly-graduated cousin Sasha, S.Psi; and soon to be employee Nadya
  3. Went to karaoke with co-workers (and dancing like a drunk slore)
  4. Got my hair cut today. The shortest in the last 6 years. And I'm totally in love with it.
My hairstylist is the best. Thank you!

The bad new is that I'm in the most stupid condition in the world. Asked me to choose whether to productive or consumptive in my busy times, I couldn't answer that. I've spent my nights after office hour working on my school assignment in restaurants. I've moved from Black Canyon, Oh La La Bintaro, PIM, Oenpao Radio Dalam.. and I went to Lotus Court or nearest 7-11 for my Saturday breakfast before going to school. I'm hungry you know, and I just wanted this and that, and am drooling over anything. My appetite's pretty much doubled.

Well, I conclude I just have too much stuff to do to finish up my master, and even though I spend a lot of time procrastinating, it makes me feel guilty to be working on this instead. Haha. Adieu.

♥, Me.