Because the World Will Leave Us..

Thursday, January 8, 2009

I got a cute planner from Elle magazine (it's a bonus! An agenda!) and it was the cutest planner I've ever seen. I think I might use it for 2009's agenda. Normally, I'm using my 5 years old organizer (all I have to do is replace/refill the paper with the new one). But I think I was 2 years earlier from that kind of organizer. On the other hand, this Elle agenda is cute and full of youthful spirit (completed with shopping guide aaah-round the world).

I read the WHOLE shopping guide thingy and though I'm not a shopaholic and definitely not into branded clothes, bags, or shoes, I still had an excitement. WOW, BELGIUM! WOW, DENMARK! BOO, GERMANY! Hehehe.. Kidding, I love Germany. Seriously. Then I began to think.. I wanna go there. And there. And there. BUT.. I remembered that I already have an optimal toilet paper length of to do list, priorities, goals, ideas, and also dreams. So yesterday I decided to rewrite it again, on the Notes section of the agenda. And as for now, I rerewrite again on this blog. I know this is ridiculous for some reason (I mean the list), but the fact that I turn 22 this year.. who could resist? I'm just a human, who have a lot of dreams, expectation, and.. sort of crazy ideas. This is very personal, and if you have some nasty thoughts about what I wrote, go kill yourself.
  1. Graduated: SE
  2. Cum laude - not a priority, I only curious how fast my brain can run.
  3. Master graduate on 2012
  4. Get a real job - find the job I love
  5. Get married
  6. Have children
  7. Read the entire holy Qur'an
  8. Visit Europe after graduating with a Master's
  9. Meet the president
  10. Go to my iLike Astrist concert
  11. Buy my own home and make it into exactly what I want
  12. Buy my own car
  13. Make some money as a photographer
  14. Make a photography project for 1 year
  15. Get flickr pro account OR build personal photography website
  16. Exercise. DAILY!
  17. Never stop being optimist
  18. Be more of a woman of my world
  19. Sky dive!
  20. Make a lot of money
  21. Try sushi. Yucks!
  22. Get a beautiful stomach
  23. Grow up to be just like my mom
  24. Have professional photos taken
  25. Be kinder to my brothers
  26. Always willing to try and learn something new
  27. Stop eating fast food!
  28. Publish my novel
  29. Read Harry Potter
  30. Swimming at Greece
  31. Volunteer at social entity
  32. Love my enemies
  33. Travel across the country
  34. Visit Bali, ALONE
  35. Be loyal and committed friend
  36. Don't be so judgmental
  37. Never cheating on boyfriend or husband
  38. Buy Zara cloth
  39. Start taking dance class again
  40. Write a song
  41. Become a dedicated wife and mother, when I'm married
  42. Get involved with "JM" event
  43. Live n Heaven with my family forever
  44. Get my life more organized
  45. Stop complaining
  46. Start cooking more
  47. Making a scrapbook of my life
  48. Finish my photo album with friends
  49. Captured a beautiful sunset
  50. Tell my family everyday that I love them
  51. Go to a school reunion
  52. Get over my fear of cockroaches and spiders
  53. Say "No" gracefully
  54. Balance my checkbook
  55. Find the best deal
  56. Whip up a great dinner with 5 kind of foods left in my fridge
  57. Make love in the kitchen, of course when I'm married
  58. Own a room with a view
  59. Send a message on a bottle
  60. Plant a tree
  61. Be the boss
  62. Buy Vera Wang "Princess" parfume
  63. Sleep under the ***** (read: stars)
  64. Take a ride on the highest roller coaster in the world (question: where and which one?)
  65. Donate a large amount of money (ANONYMOUSLY)
  66. Accept myself for who I am
  67. Visit the holy land
  68. Create my family tree
  69. Look into my child's eyes, see myself
  70. Build a snowman
  71. Make a short movie
  72. Be successfully self-employed
  73. Have a meaningful conversation with beggar
  74. Have a complete series of Pretty Little Liars book
  75. Work at an MNC
  76. Retire misswhadevr and back to/maintain memories of saturday
  77. Make a calendar
  78. I love being a bridesmaid, I wanna get another chance and experience again
  79. Go to dermatologist
  80. Remove my wisdom teeth
  81. Sell my beverages/cookies
  82. Get a chick haircut
  83. Get a perfect shape cheeks
  84. Pierce my ears
  85. Be friends with my exes' wife
  86. Eat mango/drink mango juice
  87. Go camping with husband and my kid(s)
  88. Open a bank account, depositing at least Rp 1,000,000,- a month upon opening
  89. Meet my Dutch college friends again
  90. Use only green bags
  91. Send homemade birthday/anniversary cards
  92. Sew at least a pair of socks for my kid(s)
  93. Take the AP Test
  94. Have a great lunch with high school chairmates
  95. Run a full marathon
  96. Using earth-friendly cleaning products
  97. Throw eggs or tomatoes at something
  98. Get new cheap shoes, draw on them, and wear them more than once
  99. Find a perfume that really suits my personality, and make it my signature scent
  100. Write a letter for 40 years old me
Don't take it too seriously. Maybe 5 years from now, I'll know how fun to see the things I can accomplish in an amount of time and the amazing things I'm doing to make it all a reality. Like a game, it's not that important as after life world - but as a person, as a human, and as an individual, I believe I can be bigger than anything I have ever imagined.

I have to believe, the world keep spinning. I mean, look, I started blogging at Blogspot on December 2005. It's been 3 years! I swear to God, I grew (no, no, not my body). And many things, so much things has happened. I wish I build this list when I was 16 or 17, so now I will be able to see how far I've been walking or how far the world has turned and left me here.

I'm challenging myself and I'm NOT challenging my future husband, or my family or anyone else. I have so much plans, God still has so much more to do. If you believe you can be bigger than anything you have ever imagined and anything you want, I'd recommend you to do this. Have fun :)

7 comments:

  1. That LIST!!!! I owned it! Aaaah I wanna have it on my blog too. Soon! Basically we have the same sense of humor :-D Thanks for writing this :-) Miss ya!

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  2. Woooh and I'm looking forward to it! You're welcome. Miss you too!

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  3. weeeee I have my own list! an optimist person should have this list. BUT MAKE LOVE IN THE KITCHEN YOU MUST BE KIDDING! MY GOD!

    that will be hot anyway.

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  4. Is it necessary to mention "Make love in the kitchen, of course when I'm married"? I assumed "Make love on the plane", "Make love on the dining table", "Make love on the lobby floor", "Make love in the water park", "Sex during labor" are on your list too. Basically, whatever will be, ya will be aja.

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  5. Life project! I kinda like it.
    COME HERE!

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